Why?

Why do I feel like I'm always doing something wrong?
Why do I always cater to other people's feelings and disregard my own?
Why do I have that constant need to please people?
Why is it always my responsibility to shield someone from the pain and let myself get hurt instead?
Why is that when someoneone gets hurt, I feel miserable even though I know in my right mind that it's not my fault?

Why are you making me feel bad?
Why are you screwing with my head?

Shut the fuck up.

Tangent of Whatever

Moments pass you by, days run you over
The time ticks but you're still on the same place
Stuck in a time that many people have forgotten about
Glued on a ground that has been shaken numerous times
Yet, you're still there
The constant need to please people, sacrifice always playing its role
Feeling selfish, hurting others
Getting hurt, being knocked down
The fear of being alone, the fear of someone leaving
That scary thought of falling out of love
Difficult decisions to make, different extreme of choices to choose from
Wondering what your purpose is in this life
Is it going anywhere? Are you moving forward?


Your minds goes off on this tangent of whatever.

Tori Amos

Abnormally Attracted to Sin- North America tour




Thank you for an awesome show :)

*Welcome To England on repeat*