close your eyes and breathe.

I haven't been myself lately.

Often I catch myself just staring into space and wasting my brain cells into oblivion.

My eating habits have changed and sleeping pattern altered.

I feel lost. I laugh less. I cry more.

I know other people have bigger problems to solve, more serious battles to fight.

And me, I'm just confusing myself-- not knowing what I want out of love and life.

It's times like these that I wish I were a kid again. When life was simple and with no worries in the world but what cereals to eat for breakfast.

But I guess all this emotional baggage just makes me human.

“We often worry so much about the future that we forget to enjoy the present”- yours truly.

"Everything" by A.Morissette.

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby
And you've never met anyone whose
As negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone whose
As positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.


You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here


You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

And you're still here
And you're still here...