Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained

Wow, no blogging for a week, Venus, is thatchu?

I guess I just don't want to talk about things. I'm frustrated. Ah, whatever. Classes are going well, work is fine, friends are well yada yada yada. I'm just feeling weird and I don't like feeling weird.

Seattle has been nice to me for the past 2 years. But I feel like something is still missing. Duh, human beings are never satisfied but whatever. I've moved from place to place all my life that perhaps I get bored with staying in one place. Seattle, Shoreline Community College specifically, served as my comfort zone but I want to get out of it. I want to find a new group of people, new faces. Not that people at Shoreline are not nice (they're the coolest!) but I just want to meet new people and venture on new things. I know I still haven't finished serving my purpose at Shoreline yet and hence why I'm not out of there yet. But I wanna leave, soon.

My two choices for university transfer are (I don't wanna say in case I jinx it--) but one is here in Seattle and one is still within the state but somewhere further. As much as I want to stay in familiar Seattle, I want to move to a new location and experience having an apartment or living in a dorm. We'll see what happens, time will tell. After university, I can't believe I'm done. Hello real world. But then again, I thought college was the real world. Hahaha, kidding. It is real, kids. Stay in school. Wtf? :P

"You will learn how to lose everything... we are temporary arrangements"

"You will learn how to lose everything... we are temporary arrangements"