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I think I will lock my heart for a while. For the longest time, it had a mind of its own. But recently, it’s starting to coordinate with my head and I’m learning more and more of how to control it thus getting more sense of how I truly feel.

I have not given up on love and I never will. But sometimes love just complicate things when it shouldn’t. Being loved and loving someone entails the most amazing feeling ever and not of confusion and/or uncertainties.

Before meeting “a now friend”, I told myself that I want to be able to learn from him. And I did. I learned that we can’t force love. It is something that we slowly learn to do and certainly something we cannot force on someone regardless of how much we care about them. I also learned that there’s a big difference between “Love” and “In Love”.

Now, the next time I meet someone, I still would like to be able to learn from him and make sure that if love is involved; the feeling is mutual and not a one-way street.

For once I’m admitting this, without sounding like a conceited bitch; I would like to be treated like a princess. I want somebody who would think the world of me and someone who would feel like the luckiest person on earth because they’re with me. I want to be able to wake up every single morning feeling good about myself and looking forward to what the world has to offer.

I know that someday love will find me. But for now, I’m locking my heart and make someone find the key instead of just giving it.