One of those weeks.

It’s been a while since I blogged about “a day (or week) in a life of Venus”. This week was exhausting to say the least. I also felt very overwhelmed and a bunch of other things mixed in it.

Work’s just crazy as always. I’ve been working there for 7 months and some odd days. But the craziness is what’s keeping me sane. I love the kids and how they can put a temporary yet fulfilling smile on my face. I love my co-workers’ company despite of some random dramas that happen. They’ve become my new friends whom I can laugh with. I will surely miss my life as ‘Teacher Miss Venus”.

Today I had to register for my classes and I’ll be honest, as much as I’m excited about meeting new people and taking classes that I’ll actually love, I don’t think I’m mentally prepared for it… the academic part at least. But as my advisor said earlier about my 7:45am class “let’s just suck it up”.

This week I was also reminded of him by three different people, 3 days in a row. It has become one of those things that I like to talk about to get that sense of release. But lately each time people ask me something that has something to do with him, I just suddenly choke up and reply with a shrug. Things just start to swirl around and the more I try to dissect how I’m feeling, the more I feel lost. I guess I just like to talk about it to a certain extent for my own good (or else I’ll explode).

Right now I’m at a good spot. I’m not up high on a pedestal nor hitting rock bottom. I hope to keep it that way.

Have a good weekend (well, almost!) :)