Another one bites the dust.

Mannnn, when there's a lot of things going on, time sure flies like whoooosh! (Okay, Ve, wtf was that??) Anyhoo.

The past week was just a lot of information to take in. My brain is still in the process of absorbing everything. Whenever there's a good news, a bad news comes up and then a bad one and then a good one... well, you catch my drift. But for the most part I have a lot of learning to do and I'm loving it.

Although there is one bad news that stood out. A certain someone is really getting on my last nerve. I'm known to have a long fuse, it takes hell of a lot to piss me off. But this certain someone have pushed me to life's little edge and I'm not liking one bit of it. Ever felt like cutting someone off your life? That's what I'm feeling right now.

I might seem really bitchy at this point but enough. What on earth do you want me to do?! I can't read your mind. And who the heck are you to tell me I don't care? Excuse you. If I didn't, I wouldn't make the effort to squeeze you in my busy schedule. Did you know that those short phone calls I make just to get to talk to you could've been a few minutes for me to talk to my other friends whom I haven't spoken with for quite a while? But I guess that's not what you call an effort. And those times you do something I don't appreciate (I won't mention it for the sake of keeping your anonimity), I worry like hell if you're okay but I guess that's not enough either. I can't believe I tolerate you when you burry yourself in self-pity.

I'm not really in the mood to argue, I'd rather spend my energy on something else, something more important. I'm tired already, life's already hard as it is. Life's way too precious to be wasting it on someone like you.

I'll some day find that someone. It night not be soon but I will.

For now, I'll dwell on the good things this life has to offer.