sick and tired of always being sick and tired

...and no, I'm no longer surfing the crimson wave. I'm just plain pissed.

I'm just exhausted because of certain people. The kind of people who use me for their own benefits. Yes, I should be thankful for some of their generosities to me but sometimes I feel like I'm used to make them look good. I also don't mind doing stuff for them... but it's like when I lend a helping hand, they go ahead and take the other hand too. I don't even know if they realize it.